Monday, September 10, 2007

My last days in the paradise.......


I've explained my 3 years of engg in just few lines. Cos those were only the days of dark. There were many things to tell but adella korta ansutte, matte adnella nenp madkolakke ista irlilla, so finished off in few lines. But i would like to explain my last year in detail. I can say that i enjoyed my last year to the fullest. Saw many more new budding couples in final year, in hostel, in my surroundings and some permanent break ups also. I too felt a little bit wat might be the love is.....


After stepping into final year we planned for a trip and went to jog falls. It was very adventurous. It was a nice and most remembering trip. Cos not only it was full of fun but my life turned after tat trip. Many of my friends were getting selected in various company. All were in the mood of flying ( i think ). There is one juice center near out college, we started visiting there almost twice a week. Most of all friends were coming. We used to stay there for at least two hours. Teasing one of our friend, (he/she would be the bali ka bakra. Most of the time it was she only ). Those were most remembering days. We were just searching for any bahanas to visit juice center. Hamare vajese to vo juice center wala mala maal hogaya. For the first and last time we visited funfair with our classmates. Ye silsile to chalta raha..... Kahi dil jale kahi diya.....


In our last sem (8th sem) i was some what not comfortable with all of our classmates. ( many know the reason also) So was in search of some different kind of friends and wanted some change. One of my friend introduced me to his friends group. In the beginning i felt let me see, wat kind of people those are, but as the time went on i realised that those are the persons whom i was searching for. Went a trip with them to kodchadri, murdeshwara n some other places. In the trip I experienced whats the relationship is...!!!. Previously when I suffered due to some relationships I thought such relationships wont exist but in the trip I felt the real thing ( I made the relationship with wrong person and relationship exists if both are willing to have it). Now I dont want to loose them at any cost. Am thankful to my friend who introduced me to them.


The last sem was very strainy, proj work and our proj guide...!!!!???? Really its very difficult to understand the person. He scolded a lot but gave us 97/100 in exam. Strange na..... We thought of doing proj by own and we did. But was somewhere i was scared about output. We tried a lot. May be due to lack of guidance we dint succeed in getting proper output. Took a serious risk abt the proj. Some how finished it, got the output also but not on the exam day. yes.... it was working only till the day before the exam. Could not study properly due to proj. After everything, laga ki sab mehnat mitti me chala gaya lekin abibhi asha ki ek diya jal rahi hai, some where the experience may help us. Wat happend to last sem exam result....????? every one was hitting the boundary but i was trying to protect my wicket. Century to nai mara lekin kuch runs banaya....... 70.8%.....


Hey listen about our last class trip. we went to madikeri.... for twoooo days....!!!! Trip was nice but dint enjoyed much. I felt like we just went to see the places not to enjoy. vo kehte hai na, sab kuch, kuch na kuch sikha deta hai..... After the trip some good friends become close friends, jo ladka hamesha kehta tha ki jate time royega nai,zyada miss nai karega, uske ankho se bhi do boond tapka, tab laga trip bekar nai laga.....


People wont think while doing friendship. But guys think.... think and select the persons. Friendship is the most valuable relationship ( as i felt ), dont do it with all and dont leave the friends till ur last breath..... One gal came in my life and taught a very good lesson to me. She was the reason for my many sufferings, she hurted me a lot, even i cried once cos of her. I was thinking she was very bad, the most worst gal, but learnt a lot from her. Even now also i dont know wat kind a gal she is and wats the other's opinion abt her, but i thank her a lot for everything and i wish she read this blog and reply me to my mail...... I dont want to disclose her name..... This is for her, Try to understand others condition before taking any decision. Think and proceed...... Where ever u r, how ever u r, just take care of urself and try to take care of others also.


This is my life story till now...... Till many things were there to tell, many truths are being hidden, they cant be told, they can only be felt and understood. Those who know the details and the person's identification please dont disclose that to anyone and dont ask me for confirmation also.


Thank you friends..... Thanks for reading my blog. Reply me and give me the feed back. and one last request cum suggestion, before judging any person, may be abt his/her activity/char/behavior, just experience urself in his/her position and judge......

My pre-final year......

Still there was some kala badal of 4th sem. Experienced back for sec time ( in CO ) but got passed in revaluation. He... He.... Everyone started teasing me tat i've good luck, i'll get pass in revaluation. In 5th sem, one PDP ( Personality Development Prog ) changed our engg lifestyle. We learned to enjoy together. On the last day of tat prog, it was raining heavily. Everyone was taking snaps with the PDP guy. I was thinking abt someone else. I got wet in rain for the first time, not to enjoy the rain but to forget some pain. Everyone thought i was enjoying there, but one ( non-kar) guy came to me and joined me. He understood my condition and supported me even though he dint know anything abt wat has happened.

We started bunking classes in mass. For the first time i went on stage and presented a paper wit my frnd. I got good feedback from frnds also. Then felt am doing something at least now. But started my bad time from then ( i think so ). Got least percentage in 5th sem ( 56.66). Experienced sec class also. In 6th sem, got some nice frnds, and got placed in company also. And that ice-cream incident happened in 6th sem only. Tat was my last year in hostel. Was getting irritated by some people in hostel, so decided to leave hostel. Was upset cos of one close frnd. Was feeling like to stay alone. So left hostel.......